Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Diary 4/23 The Holodeck... the first day

It's been my fantasy to have a "Holodeck"  where I can program it for the experience I want to have, and be the age I want to be... have the experience, not having all the memories and faculties of my current self, but self aware enough that I can end the scene just by saying, "Holodeck, Terminate."

So, this fantasy has me at the Holodeck. I've programmed it to a place and time, when I'm in my mid-twenties, working on my math doctoral thesis, and following a suggestion to spend a summer at a gentleman's house, the gentleman being well-known for helping students in such matters,  and has a large library of math books in his home.

The scene begins at his secluded, country home, around noon.
 He opened the door, we talked, I'm inside.

"Now, pick up your bags, and I'll show you your room."
I followed him down the hall, entered a large bedroom, and put my bags down.
"Now, I'll show you the library."  We walked on down the hall, and entered the library...wall to wall books on three sides, a large table sufficient for working and studying.
"You should be able to get much work done."
"I'm sure."
"...Sir."
"Hmm?"
"Address me as Sir, always."
"Oh...yes.. Sir."
"I will put you on schedule, so you don't overwork, and do other things to clear your mind."
"Yes, Sir."
"Now, go back to your room, take off your clothes, and come to me in the living room."
"Um...  Sir?"
"How else can I say it? Strip...naked...  and report to me in the living room."
"Uh...yes, Sir."
He walked on down, to the living room, and I went to my room, and slowly undressed, while wondering, "What the hell..."
Then I went to the living room, where he was seated.
"Stop right there, and stand."
I did so.
"You are more vulnerable this way, and I know that I have your complete attention.  I will regulate your schedule.  There will be early morning chores, followed by time for thesis work.  Then lunch.  More thesis work.  Then a break, when I get home from the office.  Dinner, chores,  thesis work, bed.
Saturdays, thesis work morning only, up to lunch.  Then you'll get away from it, all day, and Sunday. You'll have plenty of other things to do instead.
There will be discipline, in general, and harsher punishment for disobedience.  Once of the largest distractions from getting work done is mindless tv viewing. There will be none of that. Another distraction happens when your hand goes to to your cock.  I'll show you how I deal with that.  Understand?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Let's begin. Bring me that bath brush."
"Sir?"
"Did you hear me?"
"Yes..Sir."   I turned and picked up the bath brush, laying on a table, and stepped to him, handed it to him.
"First, I'm going to relax you a bit.  Sit down, right there, lean back, spread your legs."
I did so, and watched him put a latex glove on his right hand, then he started stroking my cock, and inserted finger in my anus...
I moaned as my cum spurted out,  and he grabbed a specimen cup to catch what he could.
"Stand up," he said, and I did so on weak legs, and he handed me a towel, to wipe up with.
Then:
"Down, over my lap."
"Um.."
"Now."
I bent down, and went over his lap, my feet to his right, my hands on the ground to his left.
And he begin applying the brush in hard strokes to my buttocks.
I was moaning and sobbing, when he finally stopped.
"Now get up, and go to that corner, and stand until I say so, and reflect on what I've told you."
I slowly go up, and went and stood there.
After some minutes, he called me to him.   I went to him, and he said, "I saw you rubbing it while you were standing there. You do not ever have permission to do so, while in the corner. Your hands should be at your side, or if it helps, on your head or behind your neck.  Let's start again.  Bring me that paddle, and get over my knee."
My mouth dropped open to protest, then closed. I fetched the paddle and went over his knee.


I moaned and sobbed, and when he stopped, he said, "That was the do-over for screwing up the first one. Now is the punishment. Reach up with your hands and spread your cheeks.
I did so, and


...while I sobbed some more.
"Now, get up, stand with your back to me, and wiggle your bottom."
Slowly, I got up and wiggled.
"Wonderful," he said. "That color is good on you. Now, go to the corner, see if you can get it right."
I went to the corner, and stood, motionless.

After a while, he came up behind me, and said, "Put this on."
It was a nude/beige long shirt or slip, with an open bottom.
I put it on.

"This, and ones like it, will be your only daily wear..along with other devices to keep your base desires in check.  I'm going to start working on dinner, you should go square away your room, prepare things in the library, etc.  Do not get involved in work, there'll be time after dinner.  Be in the dining room at 5."
"Yes, Sir."
"And if you  feel the need to rub, do it out of my sight."
"Yes, Sir."
I went on down the hall, and did as ordered.
At 5, I was in the dining room, and he put down dishes, and we ate, and he spelled out the chores I would be performing, in the course of any day time.
We finished, and he said, "Now you have cleanup and dish duty, then you can go to the library, and start working.  But, watch the time, I will enter your bed room at 10 p.m., and expect to see you there, naked, and standing at attention."
"Yes, Sir."
Time flies when you're having fun.

Monday, April 22, 2013

Diary 4/22 finale

Diary What Happened on April 22

It was another trip to the desert, to visit blackstrapmaster (aka W).

I brought my little long hair chihuahua along, who spent the entire two hour drive in my lap.
It was a test to see how she would get along with his larger dogs, and it worked out fine. After introductions were made, they ignored each other.

Then we went to the bedroom. He sat on the edge of the bed. I stripped to white panties, that I wore for him, and went over his lap.
13 minutes of video something like this:  
6 H(and), 6 W(ooden)S(poon),  20 H.
Then panties down and off  then
15 WS, 10 H,  17 B(lack)L(eather)S(trap), 9 J(acardiPaddle), 20 small wood paddle, which then flew out of his hand;
 7 WS, 8 B(lack)W(ood)P(addle),  17 L(eather)S(poon); 10 J,
28 WS between my cheeks,  35 LS between my cheeks,  17 BWP between my cheeks,
18 Large leather strap,  17 WS,   19 BWP, 24 BLS,
22 BLS on my lower thighs, followed by 16 of LS there;
6 H,  13 LS.
Whew.
He let me up, and I watched in surprise as he took down, off his pants.
And to my delight, he said, "Lets see how well you suck.."
Which I did, in various positions, whether kneeling, or him flat on bed, me between his legs.
Honestly I gagged a few times, taking that much all the way down my throat.
THEN he told me to get up, and he got up, and put a condom on his dick, and said, "Kneel on the bed."
Oh.  My first time.  Whoa...
Well, it was good, but really, I didn't feel all that much, probably because I work my hole so much in solitary play.  Still, it was a great way to bust my anal cherry.
Then a long break...  laying on the bed watching tv, with dogs joining us.
A little nap...  then his partner came home.
We got up, he made lunch.  
He got a call from a drunk friend who lost his wallet, so he went to the rescue and brought the guy home.
He put the guy to bed,  then we resumed, with something different.
Me, flat on my back, on the padded spanking table.  He attached an electro stimulator around the crown of my dick, with another ring around my scrotum,  and turned on the juice, using a variable box to modify the type of stimulation.
Holy crap.  I've got 20 minutes of video, of me bouncing, yelling, and moaning to THAT.
After a brief break, he inserted an electro plug in my ass, with the one on my dick still attached, and ...let it rip. And I've got 30 minutes of video of me bouncing, moaning, and gyrating to THAT.  Unggg.

Then he said, "We gotta cut this short, gotta go downtown with R and try to help (the other guy).
So, after catching my breath, I sat up, got off the table, and was looking at the marks on my bottom in the mirror when the other guy came in, looked, grabbed a paddle, and pushed me over the table, and went to work on my bottom.
Fortunately, W came in, to supervise, I guess, as this guy was still intoxicated, and I think, out of control.
Which didn't stop W from letting him smack my bottom numerous times, and W added some of the strap for good measure.  Ouchie.... And no video of this impromptu session.

Then.... it was time to get dressed and go.  And the battery on my phone had died, when I thought I had it charging, so I couldn't get pictures, but here's two that W took and sent to me.






Saturday, April 20, 2013

Diary 4/20 What happened on 4/16

I arrived at blackstrapmaster (henceforth abbreviated W)/s house at 11:45.
After some preliminary hellos and how you doings, and being introduced to his adorable dogs, we adjourned to the bedroom.
In prior texting, he mentioned, he would like to spank me in panties.
Me, in panties, not him.  So I was wearing pink ones under my skin tight cycle pants.
He sat on the edge of the bed, and having stripped to pink panties,  I lay me down, full length, over his lap. (begin video )
The progression of spanking went: hand, paddle, hand, strap, paddle... then he took my panties down, then paddle, hand, paddle, strap, hand, paddle, strap.   Always different paddles or straps, as he has quite a collection.

Short break 

II.  (begin video) Same position, panties on:  Wood spoon, short cane... panties all the way off...  short cane, spoon, short cane, strap, cane between my cheeks, then across the cheeks, (then his partner, spankparty aka R came come from work) strap, spoon, spoon between my cheeks, then on cheeks, Frat paddle, then with me stretched out prone on bed, strap on back of thighs. 

Break

III.  I was introduced to his new piece of furniture.... a cage, with a bottom portion large enough to lock up two or three miscreants,  one end has a piece that slides up, to have a miscreant stand facing it, and the top of the cage has a padded top, for a miscreant to lay on.
R was stripped, with cuffs on his wrists, clipped to the top of the sliding piece.  His arms were fully extended in that position; I could reach the top, with elbows quite bent, being much taller.  I was prone, face down on the pad on top of the cage... with my feet dangling off the end of it.
All the action started with R getting it, then me getting equal. 
P for paddle, S for strap, and always a different one, as was each flogger.
(start video)  12 P, 10 S, 10 S, 10 S, 10 S, 10 P, 6 cane, 40 on back/flogger, 20 back/flogger,  22 back/flogger, 11 back/flogger, 13 back/flogger. 
He called for a break.  I said, "How about 4 more with the cane?"
He gave me 4 from each side.

IV.  Some 15 minutes before recording started, I was prone face down on the pad, and he inserted an electrified small world's most comfortable butt plug in my ... butt,  and attached it to a Erostek 302.
 O  M  G
And he turned it up a bit...
O M G
And set it on 'variable'  for constantly varying sensation 
 O M G

Damn, it's now on the top of my wish list,  but not exactly something I can mention to my parents as a possible birthday present.

OMG

anyway...
With the thing still inside me, and doing its magic, and R has a turn all to himself before me...actually, he was getting some action, while I lay there, amused by the sensations in my rectum....  
so all this happened without a pause, like before, when he was alternating between R and me 
(start video)  10 P, 13 S, 3 S, 12 cane..switch side,  12 cane. then a rub down with, I didn't even look, baby oil, alcohol, whatever... felt good.

Then a LONG break, as he said he wasn't feeling well, and needed to lie down.  
He had done some hard labor over the weekend, and felt like he was still dehydrated without proper electrolyte replacement. 

So, R and I chatted, and I dumped video from the camera to my laptop, which I had brought, just to do this...  
And I went into the chat room at spanko net,  starting chatting about what was happening,  and that W has ...everything (spanking toy-wise), including, I said, single tails, which I had yet to feel.
So, some wise guy input:  when he wakes up, tell him the room took a vote, he should use the single tail on you. 
Yeah, I'll do that, I replied.
W came out, when pizza arrived.  We ate,  while I told W, what the guy in the chatroom said, and W said, "We'll get around to it", and we  we watched tv, we played with the dogs....
And W said (to me), "Ready for some flogging and single tail?"
...ahem.    'Yeah, sure," I replied, in a weak voice.
To the cage, and with me up against the sliding door, holding the top rail...
(start video)  70 with one flogger,  16 with another flogger,  then  11 'easy' ones with a single tail, and 25 not-so-easy ones with it.
I've never used 'color' codes with him.  
He just talks, or lets me talk, in... plain English.  
 This was the closest I've been to saying "Ease up...."  
Just...closest.... not all that close, really, but the closest. 
And I told him, had I a gag to bite into, had I restraints on, that I could pull against, if would have been....easier. 
Anyway...  ow and wow. 

 STILL pictures will be posted here... soon; videos will show up either on this blog, or other sites that are more friendly to posting them, which I wil

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Diary 4/17

I arrived at blackstrapmaster (henceforth abbreviated W)/s house at 11:45.
After some preliminary hellos and how you doings, and being introduced to his adorable dogs, we adjourned to the bedroom.
In prior texting, he mentioned, he would like to spank me in panties.
Me, in panties, not him.  So I was wearing pink ones under my skin tight cycle pants.
He sat on the edge of the bed, and having stripped to pink panties,  I lay me down, full length, over his lap. (begin video )
The progression of spanking went: hand, paddle, hand, strap, paddle... then he took my panties down, then paddle, hand, paddle, strap, hand, paddle, strap.   Always different paddles or straps, as he has quite a collection.

Short break 

II.  (begin video) Same position, panties on:  Wood spoon, short cane... panties all the way off...  short cane, spoon, short cane, strap, cane between my cheeks, then across the cheeks, (then his partner, spankparty aka R came come from work) strap, spoon, spoon between my cheeks, then on cheeks, Frat paddle, then with me stretched out prone on bed, strap on back of thighs. 

Break

III.  I was introduced to his new piece of furniture.... a cage, with a bottom portion large enough to lock up two or three miscreants,  one end has a piece that slides up, to have a miscreant stand facing it, and the top of the cage has a padded top, for a miscreant to lay on.
R was stripped, with cuffs on his wrists, clipped to the top of the sliding piece.  His arms were fully extended in that position; I could reach the top, with elbows quite bent, being much taller.  I was prone, face down on the pad on top of the cage... with my feet dangling off the end of it.
All the action started with R getting it, then me getting equal. 
P for paddle, S for strap, and always a different one, as was each flogger.
(start video)  12 P, 10 S, 10 S, 10 S, 10 S, 10 P, 6 cane, 40 on back/flogger, 20 back/flogger,  22 back/flogger, 11 back/flogger, 13 back/flogger. 
He called for a break.  I said, "How about 4 more with the cane?"
He gave me 4 from each side.

IV.  Some 15 minutes before recording started, I was prone face down on the pad, and he inserted an electrified small world's most comfortable butt plug in my ... butt,  and attached it to a Erostek 302.
 O  M  G
And he turned it up a bit...
O M G
And set it on 'variable'  for constantly varying sensation 
 O M G

Damn, it's now on the top of my wish list,  but not exactly something I can mention to my parents as a possible birthday present.

OMG

anyway...
With the thing still inside me, and doing its magic, and R has a turn all to himself before me...actually, he was getting some action, while I lay there, amused by the sensations in my rectum....  
so all this happened without a pause, like before, when he was alternating between R and me 
(start video)  10 P, 13 S, 3 S, 12 cane..switch side,  12 cane. then a rub down with, I didn't even look, baby oil, alcohol, whatever... felt good.

Then a LONG break, as he said he wasn't feeling well, and needed to lie down.  
He had done some hard labor over the weekend, and felt like he was still dehydrated without proper electrolyte replacement. 

So, R and I chatted, and I dumped video from the camera to my laptop, which I had brought, just to do this...  
And I went into the chat room at spanko net,  starting chatting about what was happening,  and that W has ...everything (spanking toy-wise), including, I said, single tails, which I had yet to feel.
So, some wise guy input:  when he wakes up, tell him the room took a vote, he should use the single tail on you. 
Yeah, I'll do that, I replied.
W came out, when pizza arrived.  We ate,  while I told W, what the guy in the chatroom said, and W said, "We'll get around to it", and we  we watched tv, we played with the dogs....
And W said (to me), "Ready for some flogging and single tail?"
...ahem.    'Yeah, sure," I replied, in a weak voice.
To the cage, and with me up against the sliding door, holding the top rail...
(start video)  70 with one flogger,  16 with another flogger,  then  11 'easy' ones with a single tail, and 25 not-so-easy ones with it.
I've never used 'color' codes with him.  
He just talks, or lets me talk, in... plain English.  
 This was the closest I've been to saying "Ease up...."  
Just...closest.... not all that close, really, but the closest. 
And I told him, had I a gag to bite into, had I restraints on, that I could pull against, if would have been....easier. 
Anyway...  ow and wow. 

 STILL pictures will be posted here... soon; videos will show up either on this blog, or other sites that are more friendly to posting them, which I will announce when they appear

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Diary 4/11 about 4/9

On Sunday, at the same time I was emailing  back and  forth with Al on Recon, until I actually went to meet with him that evening, I was also messaging back and forth with a guy, “W” on Spankthishookups,  which started out with him saying, “Hey I saw you at Moonburn, but I did not know who you were until I saw your profile.”
Well, one message followed another,  and led to him inviting me to his place, a hundred miles away, the next day, but then was followed by an invite to join him and his partner, “R”, when  they drive into my city on Tuesday, and visit “M”. 
I jumped on it, “Yeah, sure.”
I’ve had such invites or meets fall through, at least half the time, in the past.  So I was excited, but trying to prepare myself for disappointment.
He texted me the next day, Monday, and even called me, to talk about ‘limits’.
And Tuesday, he texted me to say, “We’ll be at M’s place in  2 hours.”
“Okay!”  So I got it together, showered, and hit the road, a ten mile drive that took 35 minutes in near-rush hour traffic.
And I arrived, and texted W to announce myself, and he came down, and let me in the building, then we went back on up to the apartment.
I was introduced to his partner, R, and told that M would be home from work in, oh, 90 minutes.
And we got started.
Session one was with R kneeling and straddling a spanking horse, and W working his bottom over.
I was the camera guy, using my camera, as W said, he had his all charged up, and forgot to pack it.
This video won’t appear here, as it is not me, but will eventually appear on spankingtube or xhamster, under my nic, FLFUFO, on either site.
Session two:  me, naked and kneeling on the horse, with W whacking my bottom.  Video was split in two, (camera turned off, then back on, by R, who was operating  it)and  once uploaded, links will appear in some separate blog.
Session three:   W spanking R.
Session four:  W spanking me, while my scrotum is locked in a humbler. One video, split into two pieces. 
Session  five:  W spanking R in a “3/2”, which meant, three minutes of one instrument (Paddle), a one minute break,  then (2nd video) three minutes of a strap.  The paddle landed at about one smack per second, the strap, about one smack per second and a half.
Session six:  W using floggers on my back and butt.
Then M arrived home,  and W worked his bottom over, while I excused myself for a cigarette, and R took pictures with M’s still-camera.
THEN we all went out for dinner.
And returned to M’s place.
And watched some silly tv; some very old sit-coms on some channel that broadcasts them.
THEN: back to work/fun:
Session 7:  W spanking me, with a little of everything
Session 8:  W spanking R
Session 9:  W spanking M, with M over his lap.
Anything called ‘session’, I have video of, and will appear SOMEWHERE SOMETIME.  Right now, I’m having issues uploading to spankingtube, it has crapped out on my first two attempts to upload ONE video,  and I have twelve clips.
AND xhamster is not accepting video uploads right now….   Oh well.
Here’s some of my ‘after’ pics.