Diary June 3 Home session, after Moonburn

Diary May 28 Irongate Caning clip 7 and really final

Diary May 28, Irongate OTK and paddle, clip 2 of 2

Diary May 28 Irongate OTK and paddle clip one of two

DIary May 28 Irongate, OTK hand clip two of two

Diary May 28 Irongate, OTK hand first of two parts.

Diary may 27 Session One, clip six (final)

5/27 Diary Irongate session One, clip 5

Diary 5/27 Irongate Session One, clip 4

Diary May 27, Irongate Session one, clip 2

Diary 5/27 Irongate Session one, clip one ....caning.

Diary Mar 29...video...cumming while caged

DIary March 25 Home video, self spanking diaper,spoon

Diary My video March 23 Enema/diaper position/legs restrained

Mar 22 my video Daily Whine Groaning to an Enema

This one I felt.  The two quart bag emptied in about two minutes.
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diary my video Mar 22 ... wet spanking

Dunno about YOU, but for me, WATCHING an enema being administered is, well, boring, unless the recipient is rather vocal or has wonderful body language.

Receiving an enema is quite different,  especially in a punitive situation,  not medical or,um, gentle.

I've administered countless ones to myself, and always have a retention problem, getting down to the end of the bag... just had not acquired a nozzle large enough in diameter at the base to, um, keep it plugged, and invariably ended up with voluminous back flow.

Yet, I maintained fantasies of being given an enema, in such a way that I could retain it all, and be required to keep it in for ...  awhile.

A couple of days ago, a version of the double Bardex arrived in the mail.

Oh boy.

This is a video of the second enema I took in.  (The file on the first enema is too large to download.)

I repeat, watching an enema is ...boring, to me, even when it's my own,  and to make it more interesting to me, especially at the time,  I spanked my butt during the intake.

DIary Mar 21 my video Caning the hole then in'n'out stimulation

Mar 2:   After a real paddling at home, then a strapping at Moonburn.

My bottom is still red and bruised from THAT, plus more self-spankings administered during the course of two enemas.   

Here, in diaper position, I use a short cane to annoy my anus, and follow up with vibrator, dildo, and vibrator to stretch it a bit.

This video ends when I ran out of battery juice, but I continued long after the end of this vdeo, noticeably locked in chastity, throughout the day, and several days before this,  in a vain attempt to get some kind of relief via an anal orgasm.   

Oh well.  

diary mar 19...my display video of 3/14...1300

diary Mar 18: my diaper-caning video 3/14 0400

diary mar 18 phone-vids (mar 12)

above is "showing off, Mar 12"